Praying for Each Other

I have been depressed for many years now.I have always had mental problems, social problems, and other challenging circumstances in my life. I always had problems talking with women, maintaining friendships with people, not just women. I went to a head doctor and was diagnosed with Schizophrenia. My depression has worsened because i feel guilty about something that i did, it wasn't wrong or illegal or anything like that, but i think it was poor judgement on my part and because of this everyday is like hell. I don’t think i can cope, i am hanging on for dear life, i feel like committing suicide. This depression has been going on for over a decade now, and i think I’ve made it worse by another bad decision. I ASK FOR YOUR PRAYERS PLEASE